Saturday, December 26, 2020

Optimism in a dangerous and uncertain time

As the sun set in a cloudless western sky, I sat on my back patio late this afternoon, smoked a cigar and watched a flock of ducks circle over the small pond that borders our neighborhood and a small pocket park that is but a short hike down the hill from Gunnels Manse.

The ducks, for reasons known only to them, winter each year in the pond, and early each evening they take wing before settling down for the night.

I counted 14 today. There may be more, but I’ve never bothered to take an exact count. The number isn’t really important. It’s their circuits around Pickering Park that bring each day in Trail Lake Estates to a calm and peaceful close. I have come to consider them part of the family.

Sometimes they travel in pairs, sometimes in groups of four or six. Then the entire flock will flap in large, swooping circuits that take them briefly out of sight. But they always reappear, as regular as the ticks on a clock.

 I watch them and feel the stresses of the day slowly, steadily dissolve.

It has been an especially good holiday for the Gunnels family. My kids surprised me yesterday and made brief appearances. I hadn’t expected to see them on Christmas Day, but they made a special effort to come by, probably at the gentle urging of my wife, who knows what a sentimental mush I am at heart.

I don’t know what the future holds for all of us. These are, after all, dangerous and uncertain times. But as I sat today and watched our ducks make their graceful evening transits overhead, I was filled with an optimism that everything is going to turn out all right.

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